I sit on the couch listening to the dribbling and hum of our air conditioner. You walk into the room, check your phone. Leave the room. Leave me alone. I am sitting here unsure of this feeling inside, it is an empty and sad and insecure feeling. You notice some of it, but ignore it. If I try to wake myself from this, you are settled in the mood I created before. I cannot make amends in this day, it is too late.
I am stuck.
I take a bath, hot, full, and I almost drown in it. My body rests in this limited sea and in it my body crumbles into the waves. I slip into dreams and I force my eyes open. I will drown if I let this continue. Sadly I shower it off and leave this place of comfort.
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