hard at work

ellen von unwerth

teagan knew

I could open my heart, and tell you everything inside. There..In there, is a secret. I am in there somewhere, secretly and quietly watching this life fold on itself. Tired inside, I cannot wait here anymore, because I cannot watch her die so sad. She has a secret and she has told no one of it. The seven sisters is her home, this is her secret and only one knew it beside her. If she looks like she is looking from her stars, she is there, away. Wasting.

I found something beautiful

Amrita Sher-Gil

self portrait 1935

tic tac container

I had a dream when i was little, it was on a beach and it felt the way a 1940'a postcard would look. There was a giant sized empty tic tac container lying almost like it had washed ashore. There were mass amounts of nude people, I think only women, entering or leaving the tic tac container. This brought me back to that moment in my child sized head, in my innocent nude dream.

gaze

modigliani

My eyes are sealed by sparkling comforts. I desire to rest in easy paths. My mind takes rest during waking moments. Challenging this is not easy.

Being in places of comfort can never challenge me, and only and only and only if i decide to change will comfort go away. It is a sickening feeling, so guilt filled and grossly pretty to be nothing. They would rather you make no waves, to be the unchallenged and to never disturb, because they can handle that and no more. I cannot be this or I will sink into that mass, and whatever divided me from it before will only absorb me, forgotten.